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Thursday, April 28, 2011

MaYbE-

there r was
waiting for a chances
hoping u will understand
the things i wanna say
as my love
is stronger than before
i wanna see u more and more
but u close the door
why don't you try
to open up your heart
i won't take so much of your time
maybe it is wrong to say
please love me too
cause i know u never do
somebody else is waitin there inside for u
maybe it is wrong to love u more each day
cause i know she's here to stay
but i know to whom u should belong.

*xtaw sape nnyi..nice song



Tuesday, April 12, 2011

pergi tuk selamanya


dengan nama Allah yang maha pemurah lagi maha penyayang
Al-fatihah
buat arwah ckgu wahab
-11 april 2011-

kul 3.20 pagi,13 april ak post dis entry
dulu
mase last day ak kat skewl tu,last day i met arwah,last day i talked to arwah
xpenah ak sangka yang arwah kan pergi dalam waktu terdekat ni
cepat nyer mase blalu
.......
redha ngn takdir

hanya Allah yang maha mengetahui segalanya


p/s:dan bila mase nya sudah tibe,xkan ade sape2 yang leyh halang kuasa-Nya




Saturday, April 9, 2011

stupid humour on saturday evening

today entry is based on real story taok,not a play2 one..

xpasal2 nak judge ak,

life ak,

cakap ak xbgaul ngn org,

xmik kisah hal org,

mnyendiri je,xbsosial

amboi amboi amboi

mentang2 la ak rep ngn baik,ckp nothing2x
makin u naik minyak ea

hhhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeelllllllooooooooooowwwwwwwwwww


xpenah2 chat,xpenah sembang2

ttbe nak judge ak

u not know me la boy,and i dont know u too

so kalau nak show ur concernn on me

be careful

kan da kne smash tadi,padan mke..taok pun malu





malu kan sebahagian dari iman
nak jaga iman yang satu ni
susah
bnyk dugaan

NGERTI X BANG?


one more


da kat 2 jam ak dngr lagu ni
ulang-ulang
best!
comment 'body kak britney ni tembam,but vdeo clip dy ok'
dah xgedix2 cam dlu,yg ni je r,len2 xtaw

Hey! over there
Please forgive me
If I'm comin' on too strong

Hate to stare
But your winnin'
And their playin' my favorite song

So come here...
Little closer
Wanna whisper in your ear

Make it clear
Little question
Wanna know just how you feel
 
If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now

Would you hold it against me?

Cuz' you feel like paradise
And I need a Vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now

Would you hold is against me?

Hey! You might think
That I'm crazy
But you know I'm just your type

I might be
Little hazy
But you just cannot deny

There's a spark
In between us
When we're dancin' on the floor

I want more
Wanna see it
So I'm askin' you tonight


If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now

Would you hold it against me?

Cuz' you feel like paradise
And I need a Vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now

Would you hold is against me?


know what??
 
  
who is it dude?



Monday, March 28, 2011

bace kalau nak,jgn bace kalau rase berat

bila tiba satu saat,
bila tiba masanya,
bila hati terdetik,
tuk tinggalkan semuanya,
tuk mencari yang lebih baik,
tuk diri sendiri,
kenapa sukar tuk kita buat pilihan?

dulu...ak penah applykan soalan ni..n result,quite excellent.
wlaupun bnyk kenangan pahit yang datang pas tu,xpenah2 ak expect even once,

n sekarang,
perlukah ak applykan sekali lagi??


kan bagus kalau ak leyh nampak what will happen on future,
xperlu ak teragak2 tuk buat keputusan,
tapi hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui segala2nya,

n ak xperlu takut tuk berkorban di jalan-Nya,kannn??
sebab wlaupun kehilangan,ak masih ade Allah bersama ak..

rase nak menangis,tapi kenapa air mata xkua,pe tandanya itu??

p/s:hidup memang penuh dugaan..bila ketawa mahu menjelma lagi lam blog ni,ak pun xtahu..

Saturday, March 19, 2011

jodoh dari tuhan

tajuk cam jiwang,tapi actually it is a question.

u all percaya ke x?hurmmm..

pelik,kadang Allah uji kita ngan kehadiran orang yang sayang gle2 kat kita

kadang Allah uji kita ngan kehadiran orang yang just tuk sandaran

kadang Allah uji kita ngn kehadiran orang yang xdiduga

kadang ngn kehadiran those yang wanna have fun n get benefits from us

kadang diuji ngan pemergian mereka dari hidup kita,either tuk selamanya or hanya tuk seketika

tapi,skejap or selamanya,tetap ade kesan nye to us,right??

seriously,ak xfaham kenapa

ape yang ak mengarut ni,..pun ak xfaham

nie semua just pemikiran ak yang ngah bengung n bluurrr

tapi ak percaya ngan jodoh dari Allah..yang melibatkan aspek halal,dan 3 ciri2 cinta

cinta spiritual ,cinta emosi dan cinta fizikal

cinta spiritual yang ak cari...dan hanya ke temui ngn ikatan yg sah SAHAJA

yup..xsalah kalau kita suka kan seseorang

tapi itu jalan ke arah maksiat..sangat halus,sehalus2nya..d cni gunanya akal tuk bfikir baik dan buruk

susah nyer pbila kita sampai ke satu simpang

dan kita mesti pilih antara salah satu jalan,sedangkan

semuanya masih lagi kabur,pe yang patut kita lakukan?

akhirnya,ak pilih tuk tidak memilih, masih terlalu awal dan kabur

persoalan yang timbul,sampai bile??jawapan yang tenggelam,sampai satu hari nnty,u will know by urself.

persoalan yang timbul,perlukah ak mnunggu??

jawapan...xperlu,as time pass by,u will meet with lot of peoples,and on that time,u may choose the best for yourself,u may choose either to have a good living or vv in the future until the end of ur life..that is the best one..but all of it..everything start from now..NOW..dont dissolve urself in dat stupid feeling..it may harm u someday..ur past is enough already to teach u about men..

persoalan yang timbul,bgaimana kalau ak tersasar jua??

jawapan... ur heart..everythng is in ur heart n ur mind will drive it..

persoalan yang timbul,perlukan ak menyesal sbb hanya membiarkan sje??

jawapan...tiada penyesalan cuz since u r still studying n umo kamu yang masih muda..y not u chase ur dreams first???susah,tapi mmbahagiakan..b self motivated n put ur trust in ur religion..u may become anythng u want too as long as u dare to take the risk..risk to dissolve urself in the world of knowledge.

persoalan yang timbul,apekah konklusinya?

jawapan...jangan mngade2 nak get away from ur planning..hold on first...know ur abilities,know ur weaknesses..left:MOVE FORWARD,FORWARD N FORWARD..


p/s:just believe in HIS word..u will be save!

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

hidup kami

dis time
i want tell u a story
about 'hidup kami',actually tajuk dy panjang lagi..'hidup kami adik bradik'
lam pixca ni,just 5 mmbers only,another 5 dah kawen
meaning,kami yang berlima ni,lom kawen lagi hohoho


next to my abah,yang baju melayu putih susu tu,
nama dy yusairi fitri,27 tahun, a magazine's reporter.
part time,ajar dak2 menari kat ukm,bangi..masih single


next to my mommy,yang baju melayu kelabu muda tu,
nama dy yusdi amir,25 tahun,a marine's engineer.
part time,sebok ngan awek dy..kak yan,cikgu physic.
.hihi..


yang tudung oren,pkai spect tu,
nama dy yusni anis,23 tahun,still study at UPSI,dak economy,setahun lagi abes bljr.
part time,sebok ngan persatuan,boyfriend dan lain2.



yang tudung oren,without spect tu,
nama dy yulaikha,21 tahun,study at UIA,dak sejarah,4 tahun lagi abes bljr.
lame gle..total,5 tahun..
part time,sma jgak,sbok ngn boyfriend..


yang tudung hitam,itu lah ak
xyah cter r ak ni nama pe..tu ngeks jerk nme nyer..


imbas kembali,
dulu waktu kecik2,kami pergi mngaji quran same2
naik motor honda EX5,bonceng 3 org,a.Fit yang bawak..haha
a.mer lak,naik basikal BMX dy..tapi ktowg kua umah skali r,pas maghrib,balik pun skali jgk
umah Pak Salleh tu agak jauh gak r,wktu tu,area umah xcam skrng,
dulu xbnyk lampu jalan,agak gelap r
kalau malam jumaat,mmg takut gle..even rmai,tapi smua penakut..
tapi a,mer ni mmg naughty gle,
kalau kat area gelap,start r cter antu dy..
ktowg yg girls ni ape lagi..mjerit2 tas motor..bace surah alhmdulillah,jerit pnggil mamy n abah lar,suh bwk bwk laju ckit lar..mcm2
kcian a.fit..mujur xpekak abg ak..haha


petang,kalau abg2 ak xkua umah,
ktowng maen sorok2,kdng polis traffic,bola kaki tiga,n stu game ni,ak xtaw nme pe
tapi kat kltn,ktowng pnggil 'dek-jot',n satu lagi 'dek-jot-ambak'.
umah ak mmg banyak pintu,kat dapur,de 2 pintu,sebelah kiri umah 1,n pintu depan.
kalau main sorok2,mmg abis r..penat gle nak cari..
jap sorok kat dpr,jap depan,kadang tas almari,bawah katil,just any place yg muat ngn body..hihi


hari sabtu,kul 7,ade cter doraemon..
duk rmai2 makan nasik,sambil tgk tv
azan je...suara mommy pun sama naik ngn azan
semayang,semayang,semayang!!!
kadang,kalau ktwong xbgrak jgk,..kat tgn dy..
ROTANNNNNNNN!..ak n k.ekah xpenah kna,tapi abg2 ak penah.n surely k.anis yang degil
hihihi..


dulu,seblah kiri umah aku,de padang,xluas,bse2 je..tapi still lam pagar umah r,
a.mer suka p camping..pengakap..bse r
balik camping,konon nyer r..nak apply
dy buat lar khemah beratapkan daun2 kelapa sekalian,berlantaikan tikar mengkuang
berdindingkan daun2 kelapa..cam mne dy bina benda tu,ak xtaw
ciap je khemah,dy ajak ktowng duk dlm tu
then kononya nak apply recipe roti dak2 pengkap kat umah
tepung gandum,dy campur air ckit n soda bikarbonat,
jadi lar doh,then dy bkr..kasi ktowng makan
eeeiiii yyyyyyyyyyuuuuuuuuurrrrrrkkk..tah pape...liat gle!


banyak lagi cter2 kami waktu kecik2..kelakar,sume tu tnggal kenangan


sekarang,masing2 sibuk ngn life masing2,even so
lam sebulan ktowng xpenah miss tuk cntact each others
dat is what people said,air dicincang xkan putus..so mmg btul lar tu


lam 3 tahun akan datang dan seterusnya,akan ade salah seorang dari kami yang berlima
kan akad nikah..cuma,ak xtahu sape
rase cam sebak sebab dah xleyh main2 cam dlu lagi,tapi happy sebab masing2 finally dah ade life yg sempurna..


n for sure,i love them!mmmmmmmmmmuuuuuuuaaaaaacccccccccchhhhhhhhhhxxxxxxx!!!!

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

-for the-

for the good sake of my life
i have to live my life
even i am alone

for the good sake of my life
i have to sacrifice a lot of things
even my love one

for the good sake of my life
i know i must be strong to face all obstacle
even i barely able to breath right now

for the good sake of my life
i must learn to make a decision
even i am not a good thinker

for the good sake of my life
i have to fulfill my soul with love
even i feel my heart is empty

for the good sake of my life
i need to study
even my eyes had swollen to the death

for the good sake of my life
i have to stand with my promises
even i truly want to know what does it mean by a cool life 

for the good sake of my life
                      for the good sake of my life

                      for the good sake of my life



p/s:Allah x akan bebankan hamba-Nya dengan beban yang dy xmampu   tuk pikul,sekiranya Allah turunkan ujian tuk hamba-Nya,tu sbb Dia tahu bahawa hamba-Nya mampu memikul beban terbabit,sesungguhnya,Dia maha mengetahui..

sekiranya seksa mati itu tersangat perit,maka seksa belajar itu hanya sekelumit cuma
:)